So I don't know if I'm the only one to feel this, but ever since I was introduced to Calculus, I've had a slight (if not to say major) aversion to differentials.
This sort of "phobia" started from the very first moment I delved into integrals. Riemann sums seemed to make sense, though for me they were not enough for justifying the use of "dx" after the integral sign and the function. After all, you could still do without it in practice (what's the need for writing down the base of these rectangles over and over?). I was satisfied by thinking it was something merely symbolic to remind students what they were doing when they calculated definite integrals, and/or to help them remember with respect to what variable they were integrating (kinda like the reason why we sometimes use dy/dx to write a derivative). Or so I thought.
Having now been approached to differential equations, I'm starting to realize I was completely wrong! I find "dy" and "dx" spread out around equations! How could that be possible if they are just a fancy way of transcribing derivatives and integrals? I imagined they had no meaning outside of those particular contexts (i.e.: dy/dx, and to indicate an integration with respect to x or whatever).
Could anybody help me out? I'm really confused at the moment. I'd really appreciate it :) (P.S.: Sorry to bother you all on Thanksgiving - assuming some of you might be from the US.)
EDIT: I don't think my question is a duplicate of Is $\frac{\textrm{d}y}{\textrm{d}x}$ not a ratio?, as that one doesn't address its use in integrals and in differential equations. Regardless of whether dy/dx is a ratio or not; what I'm really asking is why we use dx and dy separately for integration and diff. equations. Even if they're numbers, if they tend to 0, then dx (or dy) * whatever = 0. Am I wrong in thinking that way?