I am a undergraduate student interested in large cardinals since I've watched a youtube video called "How to count past infinity", and the concept of inaccessible cardinal that is introduced in the video have made me feel extremely curious about other "larger" Cardinals.
Since then, I have tried to research about large cardinals by myself (My university's only set theory class did not teach me about them), I have looked up the book "The higher infinite", some other papers that could be found on the internet, and even wikipedia pages. However, I have been making very little progress, and I feel like I'm not understanding the concepts because of my low mathematical maturity.
For example, Some books introduced the "filter", and I don't quite understand for what use did someone define a "filter", and of course the usage of it.
So my questions are:
(1) Am I going through the struggles that everyone else have also experienced it?
(2) My university's set theory class only taught me up to definitions and some theorems about functions and relations, am I missing some other "basics" about set theory to learn large cardinals?
(3) If I have did missed some knowledge about set theory, where should I start now, and how should I improve my mathematical maturity?
Thank you.