Yesterday, I was reading about the Fundamental Theorem of Calculus and I asked this question here: $FTC$ problem $\frac d{dx}\int_1^\sqrt x t^tdt$. Then I realised that I never thought about $\int x^xdx$ at all.
So I tried to see what the result is if I take the $x$-derivative of $x^x$, $$y=x^x$$ $$\ln y=x\ln x$$ $$\frac 1y \frac {dy}{dx} = \ln x + 1$$ $$\therefore \; dy = x^x\ln x + x^x dx$$ Since I can take the derivative of $x^x$ I figured I could try to use integration by parts on $\int x^xdx$.
I dont think trying $u=x$ to get $du=dx$ is allowed and it will fail immediately anyway since it would mean $dv=x^xdx$ which poses the same question as the original integral when trying to find $v=\int dv = \int x^xdx$.
Thus, knowing that $du = x^x\ln x + x^x dx$, I'm left with trying to let $u=x^x$ and see what happens.
It got me got nowhere the integral just gets more complex, $$\int x^xdx = x\left(x^x\right)-\int x\left(x^x\ln x+x^x\right)dx$$ and if I try $u=x$ and $dv=x^x\ln x+x^x dx$ I get $$\int x^xdx = x(x^x)-\left(x(x^x)-\int x^xdx\right)$$ which is useless.
So I asked Mathematica about $\int x^xdx$ and it just has no answer. I looked here :Finding $\int x^xdx$ but my question is a bit different. Hence, if it is possible to solve $\int x^xdx$ explicitly, how can this be done, or does $\int x^x dx$ even exist and if it does not, why is that so?
Calculus always blows my mind and I absolutely love this topic, I want to know what is really going on when I use this powerful tool before I even think about to try and learn Real Analysis in the future.
Thank you for the answers and all help is always vastly appreciated!