I am looking for advice on the best texts to remind myself how to do math. I am 35 and an attorney (patent) but was once very good at math (best in my high school, 800 SAT) but then stopped completely after taking Calculus in college as that was all I needed for the MCAT. How I ended up an attorney is a long story...
Anyway, as I get older, I am drawn more and more to understanding simply for understanding's sake. I always enjoyed math because it required a lot of mental effort that led to a real, correct answer. I've gone back to math now and then for fun, took a class at a local college years ago but now I've decided I want to go back again and pick up where I left off but focus more on a rigorous understanding and not just the computational Calculus I took in high school and again in college. I searched online, including reading lots of threads on this site, and ultimately went with Apostol's Calculus Vol 1 and planned to look at the notes in MITs 18.014 class (Calculus w/ Theory).
Long story long, I received the book, got to the first proof in the introduction and realized I have forgotten just about everything. My arithmetic skills are still excellent as even as an attorney those get used day to day, but he might as well have been speaking Greek when he proved the area under the curve/method of exhaustion.
So, hence why I am here. :) I want to find the best book/books to re-ground myself in the mathematics needed to make a go at a rigorous study of calculus. There is no career goal in mind here, I just want to do it for the sake of it.
I came up with several ideas from reading threads here or reading Amazon reviews, including:
Gelfand (Algebra and Trigonometry) Lang (Basic Mathematics) Simmons (Precalculus in a Nutshell) Velleman (How to Prove It)
and I have Euclid already on the shelf, hah.
I am a perfectionist, fortunately or unfortunately, so if I am going to go through the effort, I want to do it well and with full understanding, not just blow through some Kahn Academy videos and on to Calculus. But, I also need to be efficient.
Does the list above make sense? Are they redundant or is anything missing? Any other recommendations?
Thanks very much.