Recently (although still in high school) I've been at university, more precisely at information science engineering as apprenticeship. I want to become an operating system programmer but I severely lack in math understanding and knowledge: for example I've 10/10 (in Italy we have this graduations) in IT, without any whatsoever problem for understanding and gain more new knowledge on the topic, whereas in math I've 2/10, which is severely insufficient.
I really struggle to understand all the theory (it seem too cryptic for me) and I can't mentally visualize and process math: I literally crash. Still I want to go to university, but since the first 2 years are 70% math, I'm afraid to not pass it and just waste time.
So, are there some good tutorials, books or whatever that illustrate math clearly and could help me out?
This question is very interesting, although too broad. I believe that the community could help more if you addressed your problems with mathematics in a more precise way.
– Lonidard May 22 '15 at 15:50