I'm a fourth year doctoral student in Applied Experimental Psychology who earned a Master's prior to enrolling in my program (which my Ph.D program accepted on full). Long story short, my funding ran out for this academic year so I was looking into work I could do in my last year. I applied to a visiting full time instructor position at a SLAC despite my odds not looking good. Shockingly, I got the position.
This position has been absolutely brutal for me and I've heard many concerning comments about my course when they thought I was out of earshot and when I gave them a mid semester feedback form. I've consistently been 2 to 2.5 weeks behind grading all papers, difficult time replying to emails in a timely manner, shower every other day, and sleep for long amounts of time including long naps. I also don't wave or say anything to students (I do for faculty though, oddly enough) when I walk past them partially because I'm trying to get in and out alongside nervousness. I've been encouraged to also use a tool called Starfish to report student attendance and such but I do random in class assignments to keep track of everyone.
As much as I've come to realize I dislike teaching (since I expected to enjoy it), it's my only source of income right now and losing it would be devastating for me. This SLAC is in Michigan (20 minutes away from the R2 where I'm doing my Ph.D) and I signed a contract that stated my salary and teaching course load. Can they terminate the rest of my appointment if my course reviews end up being extremely low?